Continued from Cat pt 1.
So, Cat and I were on opposite coasts and had decided to have an open marriage. It wasn’t my idea, it wasn’t what I wanted, but I didn’t feel like I had much choice in the matter.
The first few months on the new coast were really difficult for me. I was thousands of miles away from my daughter and broken emotionally, financially and mentally. As bad as it would have been anyway, it was worse because Cat now had “permission” to date other guys and was having a great time back in Georgia. I knew because every time we talked on the phone there was a different male voice in the background.
After a couple months though, I kind of got my mental shit together. I couldn’t just sit around feeling sorry for myself, I needed to try and move forward with my life. I started working out, drinking less and taking better care of myself. I began to feel a little better. Feeling better made me more confident. Confidence and the working out started to turn some female heads. Continue reading